Rained.org http://rained.org ...it's time to face the truth Sat, 08 Nov 2008 10:49:21 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.6.2 en I Want That! http://rained.org/49/concealed/ http://rained.org/49/concealed/#comments Sat, 08 Nov 2008 10:00:18 +0000 Grace http://rained.org/?p=49 I actually had a day to finally finish watching Dalja’s Spring. Ahhh!!! I shouldn’t be watching sweet, Korean comedy dramas. After the laughs and the thrill comes the depression. Why on earth can’t I even have 1/4 of that kind of life? Wahhhhh *dies*. And I hate it after finishing a really good book or tv series. It’s like saying goodbye to a close friend or leaving a piece of myself behind.

*swoons*

]]> http://rained.org/49/concealed/feed/ Day-Off http://rained.org/43/day-off/ http://rained.org/43/day-off/#comments Thu, 30 Oct 2008 01:05:18 +0000 Grace http://rained.org/?p=43 I have a day-off today. Should I sleep all day? Go out somewhere? No. I have to clean my room and wash my clothes. On top of that, my arm hurt a lot… now how am I going to do these chores? Hmmm…

My stepmom is at home since 2 weeks ago. She is not like her old self anymore :’( . It’s heartbreaking to see her so strong for one moment then bed-ridden the next.

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]]> http://rained.org/31/unfair/feed/ Stressful Week http://rained.org/29/stressful-week/ http://rained.org/29/stressful-week/#comments Sat, 04 Oct 2008 15:44:26 +0000 Grace http://rained.org/?p=29 Very busy week, very happiness-zapping as well. And late last night my stepmom had a mini stroke. Luckily, it wasn’t very severe. I was carrying her body weight and I almost cried at one point. Thank goodness, my stepbrother came home on time to rush her to the hospital.

This may sound twisted but whatever agony she had brought in to my life, I still love her and if she goes away I would feel more pain than when my Dad died. I guess it is because I had sought her approval during my younger years more than my father’s. After my father died, I had become a very withdrawn person not only to them but to my friends. I just keep to myself, went on with my own life in silence and put my whole faith in the wrong person. It hurts though whenever I let that facade down. There are just too many disappointments for the last 7 years and it aged me greatly. I am passive-aggressive, hoping for numbness.

So, I guess I had a mini break-down this morning and I compulsively emailed someone. Hahaha, what the $#@! was I thinking?! But then that person is involved in some way and I just felt really mad that time. I’ll blog my email message and to whom I sent it in a separate private entry later.

]]> http://rained.org/29/stressful-week/feed/ Yeah, Yeah… http://rained.org/17/yeah-yeah/ http://rained.org/17/yeah-yeah/#comments Sat, 20 Sep 2008 14:50:09 +0000 Grace http://rained.org/?p=17 Sad because…

- I’ve lost touch with my net friends. Old net friends seem to be not so interested in journalling or blogging anymore so I don’t really know much what is happening with them.

- That people are rushing on with their own lives, achieving their dreams and here I am, a loser, who is still stuck to where I am in the beginning. I wish I was one of those overachievers. I am a hard worker but I am stagnant. I wasted too much time, cared too much for a certain person who ended up to be my achilles heel.

- I don’t have much time anymore for friends, my web projects, and even to clean my room or sleep properly.

Hey, friends… let’s be friends again :) .

By the way, thanks to Dodo for this nice WP layout. I can’t really make one for myself right now and figure out all the css and stuffs so this will do (and it is a nice theme too).

My password protected entries still have the same password. To contact me use my Gmail address. I don’t really use my Yahoo ones anymore except to register on sites and as spam traps.

I’ll fix this site someday. I just renewed my domain and I don’t think I’ll change domain name for a loooong time. I am attached to this domain name too much.

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